I'd been feeling the reliable sense of the beginning of my journey.I was smiling.
I looked my all around.All i could see were the green grass , one sheep-shepherd and two human-lambs.The sky was not really painted , so nobody could see everything they had wanted.I couldn't see what they see and they couldn't see what i see.I smiled.

The sun seemed woken up , i could barely see him.
I waved my hands to sun as a good-morning and he waved me back.He seemed happier , he wasn't crying today , i could easily notice his weak smile.I smiled back.

I met a gentle turtle and a kind rabbit.Greeted them.Turtle seemed so lonely , i could fairly see his colorless green spots on his skin.He was moaning.I remembered the turtle i took eventually.I took her from my pocket and gave to the gentle turtle.He smiled.He smiled.He smiled a lot.Now i realize his age , he was truthly old.All his spots gone away , flied to the wonderland to send his messages to all dreamless , all aimless.I smiled again.

I was tired.My legs were thinner than they were 3 hours ago.And my body was thicker.I fell down , felt the grass and sat.I'd decided to reshape my human body.

***

I opened up my eyes , looked straight to sun.There were no sun.Everywhere was just green because of the grass.Grass have its own color and he never really wanted help from the dishonest sun.
Everything was screaming but everywhere was silent.But i was sure that somebody was crying.At least a body.

I started to run to the direction where sounds were coming from.

I've seen a little girl.She was little but also huge.She was crying but there were no tears.She wasn't looking at me.I told him i was a stranger to this world so that i can't hurt her.She didn't answer.We shut up.I looked at her , she didn't look at me.It lasted.I'd sit and sleep but i couldn't because of the voices.Voices were still so loud and so unclear.If i could identify the problems , i'd talk with all of them , each.I'd write their recipes and send them to the silent city of the uncertainity.

I remembered my pair of shoes standing in my pocket.

I pulled them and offered to the poor little girl.Suddenly she raised her head.She took them , quickly inserted her legs and turned to me.She look at me for a while and said.."Thank you."..
Then she shrinked.She was so little.Little little.I hold her from her armpits and lifted.I asked her if i'd wanted to put her in my backpack and take her with me.She shaked her head.It was a yes.
Finally she smiled.I smiled with all my heart.

We started walking..

***

I suddenly stopped.

Memories..

Visions passing through.a blondie , a blondie , a blondie , a blondie , a blondie , a blondie..

She touches my skin , i feel her. I feel her with all my body.
a tear leaked; began from my deepless eyes , ended at my weightless heart.I died.