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I wake up.
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I wake up in a bloody bath.My hands are full of blood.Blood bleed red.
I've never fainted before in my whole life.
Did i die?
Is this death?
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I open the door.
I am naked.
I couldn't find my trousers.It was miserable.I don't have any pockets.
I am at a stake.
It has an endless deepness.I scare hell of it.Bloody hell.Blood.Bloo..
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It was my first try to faint and i couldn't.I start walking.
I reach the top of the top of the peak that has the endless stake.I close my eyes and try to hold my breath.I realise.I realise it now..that i can't breathe and i live.
It is death.
isn't it unfair dying if you do not know when you born?..
it is.
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I opened up my eyes again.
What did happen? Did i pass the stake? Is it another death?
It's non-of-my-business.I see a box office.I run , run , run.. I hit the glass and force the man wake up. Man wake up. He does have an eye. The other one is filled with a black tulle , like pirates have.
He is much more bigger than me.He bends and looks at me very carefully.We don't talk.
He stand up again and looked uncomfortable.
He asked; "Where the hell have you appear from?"
I could only say: "I don't know."
I don't really know..
He looked disinterested now.He turned back , made some quick hand moves and turned back to me again.He now asked: "Do you want a one way ticket or two?"
I didn't understand.He understood that i didn't understand.
He repeated:
"Will you go back to live?"
i am sure now..
I bought a one way ticket.It is.
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I come to woods.There is a rope standing in front of me and next to the rope there was a label.On the label it is written: "For Gepetto , Wear This".
Am i that Gepetto?
Label has an arrow shows me the clothes.Are all these arrangements for me? I am glad that i finally find something to wear.There is a tshirt and a trousers.I am much more happier to find a trousers.I like trousers i remember.
Somebody shouted at me: "Can't you just accept it?"
"Must you question everything?"
I looked back and saw nothing.He shouted again.
"They questioned me.My existence.They had to know if i was there or not."
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It was coming from above so i looked up above to moon.It was crescent and a man hanging from the corner of the moon.He has no flesh.He is a skeleton wears a nice suit and a nice cap.
I asked: "Who did?"
"Everyone!"
"Look at that. Just Look at it!.. My beautiful moon.Nothing left but a destitute crumbling crescent!.."
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I asked if someone blew it up.He replied:
"The whole thing frankly depressed me.So much in fact to the point of me killing myself."
I said he doesn't look dead.
"I died once and now trying to do it again is proving difficult."
"Have you heard that the dead can die?"
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